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¢нαη∂ ℓανzσ мє куα вαуαη кαяυ ∂ιℓ кι ∂αѕтαη..

Chand lavzo me kya bayan karu dil ki dastan Jo toota to toot'ta hi chala gaya Jab bikhra bikhrta hi chala gaya Apno ki ankho me chubhne laga hu Bina kuch kiye gunehgar ban'ne laga hu Na samjha kisi ne na Jana kisi ne Bin Jane bas thukraya her kisi ne Jis jis se judn'ne ki koshis ki har bar bas toda ha usi me Khud ke ashkon ko jhuthi muskan me chupa Ker Her din bas lad raha hu khud  hi se Chahat thi apno ke kuch dard bantn'ne ki apne hi zakhmo ne ab ghayal kiya hai E khuda aj tak sabke  zakhmo se ladka hu Per khud se kaise ladu ye tu mujhko bata Fasa hai khud ke hi chakravyuh me Abhimanyu aaj Khud se hi kaise lade ye ab tu hi bata...!

pata hi na chala.,..

hamne bhi usse apni yadon me basaya tha Hamne bhi kuch sapne sajaye the Khuda se pehle uski ibadat ki thi Her rishte se badh ker use mana tha Jane q use mera rishta kubool nahi Dil k her zarre me uska naam likha tha Jane q use meri ibadat manzoor nahI. Her bat ko sir ankhon pe rakhha uske sachhai ki neev banayi thi maine Apne ashkon se seecha tha maine Jane q tumne apne pairon se raond diya usse Palke bheegi per use pata na chala Shayad use kabhi meri fariyad sunni chahi hi nahi Jane kab rett ki tarah hath se nikali Pata hi na chala Tu to sab janta tha e khuda To fir mujhe her rishta paraya q mila

jane q..

.jane q ye kali rat dhalti hi nahi.. Jane q mujhe ab need aati hi nahi.. Jane q uski yadein dil se jati hi nahi.. Jane q use ab meri yad aati hi nhi.. Kya gunah tha pata nahi fir b vo mujhe tanha chhod gaya.. Maine to use kaai takleef di hi nahi to vo mujhpe itne sitm q krta hai. Aj ye jahan bhi rota hai mere dard ko dekh kr.. Dharti bhi roti hai.. Vo bhi mujhe apne bahon me bharna chahti hai.. Per mujhe jiska intazar hai vo mujhe puchhta hi ni...

Jane q tanha si hai zindgani meri.

Jane q tanha si hai zindgani meri.. Jane kesi veerani chhayi hai.. Ek tm hi to nahi mere pas.., jane q lagta he kuch bhi nahi mere pas.. Jab tum the tabtak tumhe samajh nahi payi.. To fir q aj tumhe samajhna chahti hu... Vo mujhse itna pyar karta raha,.. Jane q main usse pyar bhi nahi ker payi... Uski vo baat aj tak mere kano me gujati hai.. Vo bs hamesha yahi kehta tha., main tumse itna pyar karta hu issi liye tm mujhe rulati ho na... Ek din mujhse tmhe pyar na ho gaya to bolna... Aj shayad uski her baat sach ho rahi hai.. Shayad usse mujhe pyar ho gaya... Aj shayad mujhe tumhare alava kuch nahi chahi..

tum ho pas mere...

tm ho pas mere ho tm yu hi... Jitna mehsus karu utna hi pa bhi lu.. Tm ho in fizaon me sirf tm hi hu.. Jitna dekhu tumhe utna hi dekhna chahu.. Her khushi me tum hi ho.. Jitna muskurata rahu utna hi muskurana chahu.. Her dhadkan me ho sirf tum hi.. Jitna pal jeeta hu utna hi pa bhi lu... Duniya ki bandishe roke jo mujhe.. Main sab se ladd jau... Or jeet ke tumhe hi bs pana chahu... Meri her dhun me sirf tum hi ho jitna me gungunau tumhe utna hi kareeb pauu..,.

Aj ek bar phir barish me bheegne ko dil karta hai...

Aj ek bar phir barish me bheegne ko dil karta hai... Kuch lamha jeene ko dil karta hai... Kuch pal hath se fisal paye the ret ki tarah... Aj unhe ek bar fir jee lene ko mann karta hai... Zindagi ne itne dard diye mujhe.. Esa lagta tha ki hansna bhul gaya tha main... Aj ek bar fir inn sukhe labon pe muskuraht bikherne ko jee karta hai... Beete pal yad karti ho to ankhe namm si ho jati hai... Aj ek bar fir in geeli ankho se muskurane ko jee kara hai... Jo kal mere apne the aj unhe yad krne ko jee karta hai... Jinse kuch narazgi thi aj unhe bhi maff krne ko jee karta hai... Kuch dino se khafa thi khuda se bhi main..., na jane q aj ek bar fir uski chaokhat per sir jhukane ko jee karta.. Aj ek bar fir jeene ko dil chahta hai...

unki zulfon me kho jana tha.,

unki zulfon me kho jana tha., per shayad unki chhav hamare liye thi hi nahi.. Unki ankho me dub jana tha.., per shayad unko hamara intzar tha hi nahi.., unki bahon me simat kr so jana tha per shayd unhe ye pasand nahi... Unki mohobbat me khud ko fana kr lena tha.. Per unhe to hamse mohobbat hi nahi... Unki tasveer dekh ker rote rahte the ham... Or unhe kabhi hamare ansu dikhe hi nahi.. Hamare dil pe kadam rakh kr vo chale gaye per unhe iss baat ki khabar tak nahi... Ham to unki ek hi jhalak me apni puri duniya unk naam kr diye.. Unhone kitni aasani se keh diya hame to tumse kabhi pyar tha hi nahi.... Hamne to unki yado ko seene se laga kr zindgi bitani chahi thi or unhond keh diya tmhe to hamne kabi notice kiya hi nahi...,